By
two came the badlands. Empty,
sunken spaces. No good for farmland, no good for
pasture. No good for lifebad. In myths,
poetry, and in T.S. Eliot, of course, badlands
stand for a serious problem, a collapse of life's
authenticity. Such things need to be fixed, or
else.I like driving
through the badlands, though. They don't happen
to be stretched, on this leg of the trek. A half
hour, a quarter of an hour sometimes. Makes me
feel like I've checked out of life for a bit,
when I'm rolling through them. Sort of like the
Protestants when they sing Peace in the Valley,
came to me the other day. There will be peace in
the valley, peace in the valley for me, oh Lord,
neatly they harmonize, checking out of the durn
place for a minute or two; and they are good and
ready for another day, or a week, after that.
By three Wyoming came up.
The country was similar at
first, then the peaks showed up far west. The
Bighorns, the Rockies' first big time range.
Ranches. Mostly cattle, some
sheep outfits. Hundreds of deer on the slopes. A
herd of antelope.
By five the town of New
Muleshoe began popping up on signs. It came up, I
drove off the interstate, a third of a mile on a
local highway, a valley opened up, about half a
thousand homes, a classic. The highway
unnoticeably turned into Main Street, a classic
too. Main swung left and right, for no good
reason, urban-wise, it seemed. They mustve
built it along a former buffalo trail, the
prairie towns often did, it was easier.
A billboard for Outlaw Inn
caught my eye by a Texaco station and after a
swing right and left, I parked in front of the
inn on the main block of Main. The inn had a
false front. Whether it was fake false or real
false, going back to the cattle wars was still
hard to figure. It had a hitching rail out front
alright, though.
A shower, a burger across the
street, a couple pints in a bar on Main. Some NBA
on TV. Dropped a quarter and shot a game of pool
with two homeboys and a girl when the hoops
ended.
Might stay on till Monday, hunt
for a little employment maybe. Stick on for a
week, or a month. Try liking it here.
Or in another town.
Going out to breakfast, there was
this neat Quaker woman talking on the phone
behind the front desk. The hair long, all up in a
schoolmarm's bun, the dress equally old-time
country. Long-sleeved, buttoned up to the chin.
Ironed too, now that's something. A card-carrying
fundamentalist Christian, you could bet your
boots.
Now, Molly, I
opened up, getting her name off her lapel tag,
there's some half dozen motels in New
Muleshoe and it's got to be the Outlaw Inn
youve hired out to?
Is there something wrong
with the Outlaw Inn? she worried.
Well, concerning myself,
nothing, as Im of course a drifter. But
you, a fine Quaker character
I am not a Quaker,
she denied politely.
Back in the lobby from
breakfast and she, it seemed, not busy, I pulled
over for a chat. A fundamentalist alright. Except
that her church wasnt just the
run-of-the-mill literalistic Scriptural
operation, for which I first took it, but
practiced that other doctrine, of Jesus being a
man like the rest of us. Not man and God
simultaneously, like our big doctrine says.
Jesus was a man, a
perfect man, but only a man... Molly let
out by the end of our talk, warmed up by some
twenty minutes of my interest. Her breath choked
a bit when she was serving that.
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